as i become more and more accustomed to the idea that a podcast made little old me a singular topic to discuss, i look back and realize it has been a sort of small journey. on the one hand nothing like listening to 5 people laugh at you because you "stormed out of" their facebook page. yeah, that sucks. especially after you've been listening to those same voices for like the last two months at the gym as they went through all the Twin Peaks episodes...
then you got some guy ... you've contributed to his forum... and now he's saying just take it on the chin, and yeah that sucks too. either way, whether it's 20 minutes or 5, there is proof of my existence on this rock even if a little silly and overly-sensitive. Hey! You know that Twin Peaks Podcast on The Straight Story?? That's me they're talking about. I'll wear that.
so i just went back and looked at what I wrote when they did the Mulholland Drive podcast...
I've been listening to all their Twin Peaks podcasts, and the Blue Velvet review and I think these guys do one hell of a podcast.
But i think it's important to give a fair warning going into this. They, well, there's no other way to describe it: they basically read through the theories on the theory page of the website laughing at the people who write those theories.
You have to be able to see past that before you can enjoy this podcast. But if you can see past that, I can say for certain, go listen to this podcast when you get the chance. Even for some of us who have seen the movie more than 10 times, it's a fresh pair of eyes.
CRAZY!! that's me writing about the Twin Peaks Podcast.
so you can see it has been a sort of evolution. and I think it's fair to say i stopped being able to see past the way these guys talk about Lynch fans. because it's true. Even in the MD podcast, they roam on over to this site, look at theories page, and they just start laughing at this website.
but for me i stopped being able to see past it at the very moment of the sound file above.
here it is again:
http://kmkmiller.tumblr.com/post/37649643631lets do a little transcribing...
"you know like there's all these fucking people that want to think they're smart. And think that all of this is so deep because I don't understand it. So it must be really intelligent and deep. And oh it's so brave. Fuck that! This is a piece of shit!"
and I'm probably not going to exile myself from this website (why punish myself cause other people are dicks?). and every one who reads this can listen to the sound file above and decide for themselves if i was right to stop seeing past this Podcast's hate/hate relationship with Lynch fans. or if they, themselves, want to spend their time themselves listening to such a podcast? Obviously I can no longer endorse it in it's entirety. But I still listen out of morbid curiosity. Maybe there will always be more about .... me!
so it's been a moody week, and i'm not going to insist these guys stop plugging their podcast here. Lost Highway is next. we'll just have to see what they come up with next. Will it be another me-centric episode beginning and ending with chuckles about how some guy stormed out of their Facebook page? Who knows? maybe now that I'm used to the TP Podcast talking about me so much I'll miss it a little if they don't.
Will there be little passive aggressive criticisms of Lynch fans? Did Lynch fans like Lost Highway too much? or not enough? Did Lynch fans come up with some crazy idea about Dick Laurent? Did some Lynch fan (i.e. fucking person) get so excited about the movie he wanted to tell someone else about it, and that someone happened to be Brad Cupples (most likely trapped between two Lynch fans in a Starbucks line on a bad morning) who had to -- aghast -- suffer through the ramblings of such a fucking person?
All I do know is that now that I've listened to that sound file a couple more times, my perception of all this has taken a turn for the better.
People can see where I stand, but every one can also figure this one out for themselves.