marksman wrote:In the first long dream, there are so many possible representations of Camilla/Aunt Ruth/Rita that I have lost count. But in this dream, the dreamer, Diane, has only 2 representations of herself: Firstly Herb and then Betty. When she dreams that she is Betty, she is making an idealized version of herself, in which she tries (successfully at first), to eliminate her problems and weaknesses and to be a better, nicer person. However, there is one thing that this "nice" Betty cannot face. And that is reliving the trauma of what happened at the clubhouse. This has led to a phobia of the number19, which she cannot even look at, without remembering what had happened to her and Dan at the "Nineteenth Hole". The death of Dan, in the swimming pool. was particularly hard for her to take. These were the scenes that Diane has been having in her nightmares. The only way that she can get a goodnight's sleep, and face up to the recurring dream, is to take on the strong personality of some one else. For this she seems to have chosen someone from her past. It could be the man who counselled her after the abuse scandal had finished, and helped her to rebuild her life. This man is Herb. When she is Herb, she has the strength to go round the back of Winkies and to go up to the number 19, and relive the events of Dan's drowning and then continue with an (initially) more pleasant dream, as Betty.
Diane is a regular in Winkies, and she is obviously regarded as quite mad by the staff. You can see this from the interaction between Joe and the waitress, later in the film. This is chiefly because Diane appears to have an imaginary friend, who she talks to and buys meals. This is actually the memory of Dan, who she can't let go of, even though she is in love with the imprisoned Camilla, who played a part in Dan's death. The waitress looks like she finds it a bit strange that anyone would want to sit down for a coffee with Diane, at all.
Now Diane is going to pay Joe a fee to spring Camilla from the jail, where he works, (note the long key chain attached to his waist in he 2 previous (dream) scenes). And she is desperate to do this, but at the same time, she is knowingly betraying the memory of Dan. This is why we now see Dan standing at the counter. I know it is very subtle, but I think that Dan has a look of disapproval and concern on his face and that Diane has traces of guilt on hers, but it might just be that she doesn't look quite as positive when she looks at (imaginary Dan) as she does when she talks to Joe.
what the bloody hell...
Dan at nineteenth hole?





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