KyleOrKyla wrote:The thing about this moving-through-Purgatory/Limbo idea that I like a lot is it makes sense out of the "You'll see me Once more if you do right, Twice if you do bad." "Hey Pretty Lady, time to wake up,"; the cowboy gives her another afterlife-chance to do right. Being at the dream/afterlife/whatever party and deciding once again to order the hit? She did bad and the Cowboy's seen moseyin' on.
I don't think it's about "doing right" on this second time around. It's not about right and wrong, or as the saying goes, there's no black and white, everything is gray. Especially when it comes to crimes of passion, b/c it is essentially fueled by love, so could that act be inherently evil? I don't think so.... despite that act being murder. I don't think Diane is evil, she was being tortured by a flurry of many different, and very strong emotions and could not handle it and reacted in the only way she knew how. I also believe she had a traumatic and troubled past (i will pick up on this later*).
I was saying in another thread how Diane swaps apartments b/c she is hiding--which is a form of escape. She eventually commits suicide inside this swapped apartment, and suicide is ultimately a permanent escape. And you can't blame her for making that decision (gray area). She's being tormented by so many things... the guilt of murdering Camilla, the detectives looking for her, etc.etc. and the unbearable emotions she must be feeling b/c of it all. I bring all of this up, b/c if the entire film is a death dream that begins after suicide, it's interesting that it all begins with Camilla ESCAPING death--making Diane's wish of escaping her dark, irreparable reality come true. In other words, her escape through suicide actually works... at first... giving her some peace for a little while after her suicide. But of course, actions have consequences. All of the "bad stuff" is always nearby, showing itself, until eventually it all comes crashing down, eventually coming face to face with her crimes and her suffering, thus the suicide we see at the end is actually her having to relive it, b/c in death she cannot find the peace she needs until she learns to accept the truth and deal with the consequences.
*Ok I said I would elaborate on why I said Diane may have had a traumatic past (and no, i'm not about to mention the Cenci painting if that's what you were thinking :p). It all has to do with that famous "audition" scene. I think the scenario playing out in the script she auditions for is a reflection of her real-life, childhood experiences (hence why her performance is so incredible and realistic), which in turn i believe is a reflection of Laura Palmer (she is part of Lynch's "web"). Remember in the audition she says her dad will KILL him if he found out about them. While she is holding a knife, with intent to kill a grown man, apparently while reading the lines for the part of a young girl ("my dad is right upstairs i can call him, I'm his little girl"). How can this young girl be SO CORRUPT? She's having sex with her dad's best friend and saying things you'd never expect from a young girl. Laura Palmer was the same way. She had a double life she lived at night filled with crime. And all of this, we find out, is not b/c she's simply a "bad girl" but b/c her mind and soul had been corrupted by her incestuous father. So I believe Diane was also in an incestuous relationship with her father and it corrupted her mind. I think she did form a relationship with "dad's best friend" and daddy killed him, and that is the experience that contributes to her decision to put a hit on Camilla. What I mean by that is--- I said earlier that Diane was just dealing with things the only way she knew how, so if murder was something she experienced in her past, then it makes sense for her to consider murder now to solve her issues in her deranged state.
Something else... if we pretend the above is true, it's really cool how Lynch gives us clues about the characters' past to help explain why they make future decisions.

P.S. and even though I said I wasn't going to mention the Cenci painting, it does only support my idea even more so that's nice. :)