This is an extremely long post. So long that I have divided it. It was created to 'sum up', an expand on, my "Other side of the mirror" thread at the IMDb forum. That thread had become so huge that it was intimidating to try and read. :)
The first thing I need to stress is that none of this film is part of a sleeping dream. It is a waking dream. A daydream, so to speak. And this is not a final draft. I reserve the right to change my mind on any given point. Lol! Why? Because this thing, Mulholland Drive, is very complex and I'm still exploring it.
Also, I want to give props to my friend, JJ, for his input into this idea. He has been very, VERY valuable, and I really appreciate it! Thank you so much, JJ!
Before I begin I want to tell everyone that I refer to the first part of this movie as Act 1 and the second part as Act 2. I refer to the redheads as RHL and the Blue-haired Lady as BHL. I refer to Irene and her companion as I&C. Aunt Ruth is AR. Sierra Bonita is SB. :)
This film is about Laura. Laura has suffered a terrible event. An event so horrible that she makes a choice to leave the real world and live inside a dream place, 'films' that play in her head. She pretends to be someone else. And she is always the lead role. (She is the opposite of Dorothy from The Wizard of Oz. Dorothy wants to go back to 'real'. Laura wants to stay in the 'unreal'.) She plays the parts of everyone in these films. (She uses what I call the 'mirror trick' to become other people. The mirrors that are in Aunt Ruth's bathroom are the mirrors she uses to perform this trick.) These films, and the theater they are played in, are in a realm I refer to as the 'white realm'. The studio realm. Laura's dream place.
If you look closely at the keyring that 'Aunt Ruth' grabs from the table, you'll notice three beads on it. A yellow bead, a white bead and a blue bead. These beads represent three things. The yellow bead is possibly 'reality' and 'truth' and represents the real world. A deeper meaning, it could also represent 'the yellow brick road' that she traveled to get to her own 'OZ' (the white realm). This yellow bead could be, in essence, symbolic of the reasons why she came here. The white bead is the 'studio realm' (Laura's dream place...the imagined). The blue bead represents everything 'uncomfortable'.
Diane stars in one of these films. In this film, there is a scene that I like to call "Diane goes to a party". This is the limo ride. Both limo rides. They are the same scene being played by the VCR/DVD player that is Laura's mind.
As stated previously, Laura is everyone in these films. But she only 'becomes' the lead role in them. She 'dons costumes' to make herself appear as these characters in the films. The easiest way to convey this? Think of all of the characters in these films as 'dolls'. And Laura is controlling (directing) all of the dolls. All of these dolls are acting out scenes for Laura, the director. (I will use the term 'doll' quite a bit.) The character she plays will be how she appears. If she's playing the part of Diane Selwyn, she will appear as that character appears (Naomi Watts), not as she really looks (Laura Harring).
Laura hides in these many films to escape the truth of what has happened in real-life. But pieces of real-life are scattered throughout all of these films. The truth of what happened is much like a shattered mirror...and the mirror's pieces can be picked up and put back together again. But finding them is the hard part. I've come to believe that Laura's biggest 'trouble' involves being inside of a bed. I'm still exploring what this 'trouble' is...
Aunt Ruth represents the truth. All of the redheads who wear a scarf represent 'truth' and 'real'. And the redheads who wear a scarf are carrying luggage. This luggage represents their 'packing up' and hauling off the facade Laura is placing on the truth (to hide it). These redheads who wear a scarf, hauling away luggage, represent the truth 'tearing down' the costumes Laura puts on herself and everything else (set dressing) in the 'white realm'. Laura spends a lot of time editing these films, to rebuild what the RHL's take away. These edits are also necessary to make the stories that are created more believable. If something doesn't make sense, it exposes itself as 'fake', unreal. Ed represents Laura's screenwriter.
Think of the fairy tale 'The Three Little Pigs'. Laura is trying to build a house that will stand up to the RHL (the truth). One that the RHL cannot tear down.
And speaking of fakes, you see quite a few of them in this movie. Some are easier to spot than others.
There are 'fake' redheads...agents that work for the part of Laura that wants to stay in the white realm, Laura's 'Oz'. You can recognize these redheads simply because they do not wear a scarf. During Act 2 of this movie, Laura is still more inclined to stay than leave. These fake redheads are simply working for the ID...giving it what it wants. The same goes for I&C...they are also agents of the ID.
I&C are not 'directed' in the same way that Laura's characters are directed. And the redheads are not 'directed' by Laura at all. She cannot control them. Though we do not see them often, they come to represent Laura's inner conflict.
Living in a fantasy world is not healthy. And part of Laura begins to realize this. Thus, the inner conflict is born. Part of herself knows she should stop, while another part of herself wants to 'stay'.
Not only does Laura choose to live in fantasies, she chooses to displace her feelings. The uncomfortable ones. She places these uncomfortable feelings in some of her 'dolls'. Dan, the poor soul, is a doll that feels one of the worst of these feelings...the 'god awful' feeling.
Feelings are placed into one of two main categories: comfortable and uncomfortable. Blue is uncomfortable, while red is comfortable. The blue boxes contain the feelings Laura is uncomfortable with. Fear and love are two of the many uncomfortable feelings Laura has locked away in these boxes. These boxes are scattered as well. Found in many theaters around Laura's city of dreams.
We see one of these 'box' theaters. Club Silencio. The Blue-haired Lady that sits in the box seat of these theaters represents the part of Laura, the ID, that wants to remain in the dream place. (The 'fake' RHL's are her agents.) She is placed in the theater in a special place. The box seat area. It is her appearance in the box seat area that informs us of what kind of theater this is. This 'box seat' connects the theater to a 'box'. This theater, therefore, deals with an uncomfortable feeling that has been locked inside of a blue box...and the box is here. These boxes are opened with one key, a 'skeleton key'. This is Laura's special blue key. These 'box' theaters do not show the 'films' Laura has created.
All of the films Laura creates are viewed at the 'theater' of the white realm, the white house on Mulholland Drive. Casa Blanca.
Everyone that Laura has created serves one purpose, and that is to please the ID. Laura is the ID. If you are or become 'unpleasant' in the eyes of the ID, you can be replaced. There's a lot of brown-nosing going on at that 'party'.
Like Dan's dream, many of the scenes in Act 1 and Act 2 have been 'played' again and again. We get scenes of previous 'plays' mixed with more current ones. But they can appear to be fluid...like they happen just as we see them. "A continuation of that move..." Some scenes can be broken into two Acts...just like this movie. With Act 2 occurring before Act 1. The couch scene is one of those instances. The line "It's him, isn't it?" that Diane says at the end of that scene is actually an event that happened before Laura's statement "I tried to tell you this before"...this is why Diane's hands aren't where they should be if these two shots were 'fluid'. This scene has been 'acted out' before. Diane's statement was said during an earlier 'play' of this scene, while Laura's statement occurred in a later enactment. This scene on the couch, however, is not a scene from one of Laura's films. Why there are multiples of it will be explained later.
Differences, such as Diane's hands in that scene, are clues to these scenes being "all mixed up".
Act 2 of this movie occurs before Act 1. So I'll begin there.
Diane is a character, a doll, a persona that has been created by Laura and stars in one of Laura's films. Laura and Diane share a unique relationship...because Diane "drives her wild". Laura really enjoys being Diane. So not only does Laura 'become' Diane to play a part in a film, she spends time with 'her' outside of it, in the white 'studio' realm...more specifically, Sierra Bonita. Laura's 'dolls' live in SB. But Diane is not immediately aware of what she is. She thinks she's real. Everyone thinks they're real. And this is why Laura is misunderstood when she tells Diane that they "shouldn't do this anymore". Laura was referring to her living in a fantasy, and spending time with her 'doll'...she's beginning to realize it's not healthy...Diane thought she was talking about him. The scene we see next, the convertible scene, is Laura's way of showing Diane what she is. A character in one of her films. The opening of the garage door (that we only hear) is like a curtain being opened and exposing this fact to Diane. Diane's 'eyes' are being opened. Diane is devastated. This scene also shows us Adam's willingness to be a major 'brown-noser'. He is pleasing the ID, and he is living the good life because of it.
"I tried to tell you this before." When Laura showed Diane what she was (with the convertible scene), I think Diane went into a state of denial. But now, on this couch, she does understand what Laura means when she says "We shouldn't do this anymore". (We just didn't see the scene where she understands. We saw her reaction the first time it took place, where she misunderstood.)
The realization that she is only a fabric of Laura's imagination, along with Laura's obvious fondness for Adam the brown-noser, becomes more than she can bear. She begins to get jealous of Adam and his good life. But she is also stubborn. And has trouble dealing with what she is. "It's not easy for me!" She has the wrong attitude, a big no-no as far as Laura's concerned. This behavior (attitude) does not please the ID...Laura. Laura pleads with her not to let it be like this. But Diane doesn't listen, and Diane's good life is becoming less and less pleasant.
The red lamp and the black phone in Diane's apartment are the 'eyes and ears' of the studio realm. The studio of 'Laura'. When calls are made to Diane, they are 'curtain calls'. The red lamp shade is like the red curtains on a stage in a theater, and it tells us the purpose of the calls to the black phone next to it. She is being asked (told) to play her part in the film.
Laura has punished Diane's 'bad attitude' by editing the film she stars in. Ed is Laura's 'screenwriter'. He writes the scripts to these films. Now, when Diane plays the scene, she's involved in some kind of situation that is 'funny' (insert Ed's saying it's a funny story) and she's now the buttt of some sick joke. This is what the cigarette butts in the ashtray symbolize. They symbolize Diane's feelings. Firstly, that Diane is just something 'used', and secondly, that she is now 'the buttt' of the joke. (BTW - buttt is spelled incorrectly on purpose, so that the forum doesn't replace it with *bleep*...lol!) Diane was further punished by being moved to Apartment 17. "Not a recommendation." "Forced, maybe." Apartment 17's walls are blue. Diane has been placed in a sort of 'blue box'. A shoddy apartment...from the looks of it, not a 'good life' at all. She is outside of the 16...the 16 reasons why Laura loves this dream place. It's the last step before 'replacement'. Being moved to Apartment 17 is a serious warning to shape up. Fix your attitude.
Diane's 'life' is now some sort of sick purgatory...and she no longer wants to be here in this dream place.
In the call from Laura that we witnessed, Diane was being 'called up' to play the scene "Diane goes to a party". And Laura's tired of waiting. But Diane is real hesitant to play the part. I don't blame her.
And humiliating Diane does not help the situation involving Diane's attitude. It makes it worse. It has been so bad that, finally, Laura halts the scene (stops the limo) and brings Diane up to the theater. "Surprise!" There is a party happening here. And Laura's actions at this 'surprise' party are a warning to Diane that she will be replaced if she doesn't fix her attitude. Laura's actions are also a reminder to Diane of what she's missing by not having the right attitude. The kiss Laura shares with both Justin and Melissa are the most hurtful. But Laura's kiss with Melissa is a clue to Diane that she's about to be replaced with Melissa if things don't change.
During the limo scene, Diane is in the film playing the scene. After halting the scene, Laura takes her hand and leads her up to the pool. The blue pool is the indication of Laura's dismay. The lights around Diane's head, in the background, indicate that she is still, at the moment, the 'star' of this film. Next, Diane follows Laura into the 'theater' of the white realm. The transition from 'outside' (the stage/silver screen) to 'inside' (the audience area) of the theater is indicated by the blur we see as Diane enters this white house.
Everyone at this party is here for one reason. To brown-nose Laura. Make her feel good. Please the ID. As I stated before, Diane is shown 'what she's missing'...and is basically being warned to change her attitude.
After this party, life has now become unbearable for Diane. Where Diane was once happy to be here (to stay), she now despises it and wants to leave. She wants out of Oz. She wants this nightmare, this 'purgatory' that Laura has placed her in, to end.
Diane comes up with a plan.
She knows that part of Laura wants it to end as well (she finally understood what Laura meant on the couch). And she uses this to her advantage.
Now that she knows what she is, she soon realizes that this means that every 'magic trick' that Laura knows, she knows, too. Movie magic. But there has to be perfect timing to carry out a plan that will fool everyone.
She has to pretend that she still wants to be here, too.
The performance at Club Silencio also has two Acts. Act 1 informs us about the art of illusion. A few tricks are shown to us. The act of disappearing in a plume of smoke is demonstrated. Betty is taught this act, and shown a few other things, while she's here. Act 1 is a lesson for Betty. Act 2 is Rebekah's rendition of 'Crying Over You'. Her act is a lesson for Laura, which will be explained later.
I bring up Club Silencio at this point because what Diane's plan entails deals with 'magic tricks'. In our mind anything is possible. And when we don't understand that what we are seeing is taking place inside someone's mind, they appear as such...magic tricks. Because everyone inside Laura's creations believe they are real, things appear like magic tricks to them as well. This is displayed best by Adam. As he watches the Cowboy disappear. And our best example would be Betty's disappearing act.
When Diane learned that she was not real, she realized that she could pull off magic tricks. Every trick that Laura knows, she knows, too. Because her existence stems from Laura. But Diane has limits. Laura can pretend to be anyone she encounters out in the real world. If she sees someone, she can 'become' that someone. A huge ocean of possibilities. Diane's 'ocean of possibilities' is limited to the world in which she exists. She can only 'be' someone who exists within the world of Laura's mind. At certain points in Act 1 Diane is pretending to be others. When she pretends to be others, she is limited to how they appeared to her. This is why Coco is wearing the same outfit, at the point she finds Laura inside AR's apartment, that she is wearing at the party. This particular Coco, that finds Laura, is Diane pretending to be Coco. (She's 'checking' Betty.) And this particular Coco is wearing that red outfit we see her in at the party...because it is the only outfit Diane ever saw her wear. The Melissa George we see in the photo looks just like the Melissa George we see at the party. Diane created that photo. And Melissa appears, in the photo, the way she appeared to Diane at the party.
Now back to Diane's plan. Diane wants out of the 'white realm'. The only way she'll be able to leave is by convincing Laura that living in the white realm, and not facing her troubles, is not a healthy way to be. Laura needs to be convinced that she needs to live in the 'real'.
But Diane can't just hide. This is Laura's mind and she has 'eyes' everywhere. (This is where Adam screwed up, but he doesn't know what he is...unlike Diane.)
And the old couple? They are a lot of things, one of which is Laura's 'casting agents'. They offer up 'people' for Laura to pretend to be. Lead roles. Picked from the 'jitterbug contest' that represents the real world. Judges. (We 'judge' with our eyes.) And if Laura wants someone to be replaced, the old couple handle this. The old couple reside in the white realm as agents the ID. They also act as Laura's mind's 'eye'. They are the 'two detectives'. Eyes.
Laura knows Diane is up to something. Diane's not answering her 'curtain call'. The notion to replace Diane is eventually set in motion. We see the old couple come after her to replace her.
Why do they exit a blue box to come after her? A blue box that was held by a bum...behind Winkie's? I'll have to explain that later when I talk about Dan.
Diane sits on the couch (in her white robe) and waits for them...staring at the blue key that she received when she was forced to move to Apartment 17 as punishment. When the old couple arrive, she puts her incredible acting skills to work...she has to fool them into thinking that she'd rather die than be removed...which is, of course, a lie. And she's gooood!
She fakes her suicide and disappears. (We do not see it, but she will be gone when the smoke clears.)
And the old couple? Well, they're a couple of big dummies. Because Diane has tricked them, and trapped them. What they thought was Diane's blue-walled apartment was really a blue box. A fake one that Joe made for her. One that can be, and will be, locked. This is why the old couple's size changes. When they were in the white, bigger 'world' they were smaller, but now that the size of their new 'world' has changed to something smaller (this blue box), they now appear larger. In other words, it's not they who change size, but the things they are in. Proportion. This trap was at the entrance to the hallway. This is why we heard a weird noise as Diane appeared from the hallway to answer the neighbor's knock. And the neighbor, as she picks up her box, seems to notice something there...
The timing had to be perfect so that Diane's tricks would not be seen. So that the events that she's faking would appear real.
